I wish my kids will be born to another mom who is happy, loving and contended...

Uy, mama, I can feel how overwhelmed you are right now, and my heart goes out to you. Please reach out to someone you trust, a close friend, family member, or even a counselor, because what you're feeling is important and deserves real support, hindi lang online advice. You know, a few of us mums have gone through dark moments like this too, and talking to someone who could actually listen helped more than we expected. You're already a loving mom for wanting the best for your kids, that love is real, even when everything feels too heavy right now. If you're in crisis, please contact the National Center for Mental Health hotline or go to your nearest hospital. You don't have to carry this alone, sis.