Sayang, I'm really sorry you went through this. Bleeding in early pregnancy with cramping needs urgent medical attention, please see your doctor or go to A&E straightaway if you haven't already, okay? They need to check what happened and make sure you're okay physically and emotionally. A few of us mums have been through early loss, and honestly, it's heartbreaking. Right now, focus on getting checked out, your health comes first. After that, when you're ready, your doctor can explain what happened and what to do next time. Take care of yourself, and don't hesitate to reach out to people around you. Sending you love.