My 6yo(F) randomly said, while I was cooking.
"Mommy, remember when u r just a kid like me, u r alone..."
I replied,"hmmm, yes,"
in my mind, yes I was alone independently in an apartment when I was 9yo.
I added,"How did you know?"
"I saw you, mommy,"
I turned to look at her, then studied her expressions. She was so innocent.
"I hugged you when I was a person like you" (A person referring to be a big person like me now)
"Oh, you are bigger that time? like me?"
"Yes, I saw you. You are sad. I hugged you then someone make me smaller and smaller to be a baby, I am so happy,"
"Oh, you became a baby for me?"
"yes mommy, bacause now u r happy,"
she smiled.
In my mind, how true are these random ideas from my kid.
But, yes, I was independtly living in an apartment 9yo, as years gone by, I really dont have a reason to live, then when I was 26yo, I got pregnant. I was so happy when she came into my life.