Aw, totoo yan, mama, that guilt is so real, pero honestly, your firstborn will understand more than you think, lalo na once the baby arrives at makita niya how much you still love him. A few of us moms tried setting up special "big kid" time with our firstborns, like a weekend breakfast date, or letting them help with baby tasks so they feel involved instead of replaced, and it made such a difference sa bonding nila with the newborn. You're not losing time with him, you're just reshaping it, at kids are actually pretty resilient when they feel secure pa rin. Breathe, mama, 35 weeks ka pa lang, kaya mo ito!