Ay sis, totally normal ang takot mo, first CS din ako dati at honestly, parang may thousand thoughts na tumatakbo sa isip! Ang pakiramdam during ang procedure mismo okay lang kasi numb ka, walang sakit pero feel mo yung pressure at tumutugtog ang mga instruments, weird feeling talaga pero manageable, at pagkatapos kapag nakita mo na ang baby mo, lahat ng takot ay nawala na. The recovery part ang challenging, mahirap magbangon, tuhod mo first few days, at ang paglalakad ay parang turtle ka, pero one of my mum friends swears na by day 5-7 na siya okay na for light activities, at me naman took a bit longer pero okay rin eventually. Best advice ko is follow your doctor's post-op instructions, don't rush yourself, ask for help from family (kailangan mo talaga), at prepare na may stomach pain from gas pa after surgery, super normal yan! You'll be fine, mama, thousands of us have been through it na, so you're not alone