What was your feeling when you held your baby for the first time?

I gave birth to my first child 11yrs ago. honestly, i don't know what i felt, it's just ok for me that time maybe because I'm not ready yet. I just felt relieved that everything went well and that she's normal, healthy and very pretty. But now im 32 and pregnant with my second child, at 9 weeks i heard his/her heartbeat for the first time i felt like crying. Im was so happy and amazed what more when i finally able to hold him/her after few more months.