Need motivation

Hi semua.. dua tiga hari ni rasa down sgt2. Asyik nangis sorang2. I feel alone in this journey. Dah 23 weeks perut mkin besar mkin cot penat sakit sana sink. Tp rasa mcm hysbang not supportive enough. Masih dgn hobi sbb katanya blh jana income. But i need love and support this moment. Klu bgtau husband pun mesti ckp saya x fhm. Pastu selalu ckp guna nada mcm kita ni mnyushkn. Im sad. Sian baby ibu