I totally understand how you feel... the love-hate relationship gets to us when the end is near. Mine eventually self-weaned during my first tri with baby #2... i think she could feel i was having nipple aversion and felt the pain with each suckle :( it broke my heart, but i guess, better to have her "break up" with me than me taking that decision. It would have been so much harder for me to take that step. Treasure the memories mama :) Don't feel sad for long, and just enjoy the nursing in the meantime :)
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