Pengajaran miscarriage journey
Just nk share, myb can benefit sesiapa... Saya pregnant 10w, baby ok bila scan..ank kedua TTC 5 tahun. Byk duit habis buat treatment n test.... Last 2 weeks, My parent in law nk dtg tumpang , sbb rumah dia, ada 3 org covid. Dah ckp pd husband, suruh dorg tinggal hotel 2 Hari n tgk if mrk ada covid tak. Kdg2 test negative tak betul... Husband serba salah itu parent dia, bawa juga dtg. N esk mlm nya nya mrk ada covid. The next day, Sy , husband n ank 1st kena..Mmg teruk Sy demam panas. 2Hari 2 mlm... N Hari 4, Sy start bleeding. Doctor Suh Mkn duphaston... doctor tak ckp bed rest, so Sy Tak bed rest sgt. Masih Jln n turun tangga di rumah sbb ada ank 1st nk jaga. Hari ke 7 LPs covid, Sy g jumpa doctor sbb test covid negative, tp doctor ckp baby Dari 10w, jadi 6 weeks baby dah slowly takda . Sehari LPs TU , bleeding byk n the next day complete turun. Kat sini, bila Sy buat byk2 research, ini yg Sy dpt tahu, 1. 1st trimester mmg blh miscarriage bila covid teruk sgt. Kita tak tau apa covid symptoms yg kita akn dpt kn... 2. Taktahu, sbb Sy kurang bed rest, itu punca, duphaston tak menjadi...so next time, make sure u totally bed rest!! 3. Sy minum byk air kelapa, n vitc pill.... Itukah salah satu salahnya.. 4. Sy tak mkn sbb tak lalu. Covid. Taktau if bb tak dpt nutrien n stop developing bila dia pun sakit. 5. I wish.... Saya ada kekuatan fight dgn husband Suh in law tinggal hotel aritu sbb Sy high risk... MUNGKIN bnda ni tak JD on my 4th day covid. 6. N I learnt, to say, next time ada rezeki LG, is wrong thing to say, cz setiap bb TU tak sama ... 7. Doctor ckp, mgkin ada risk miscarriage LG sbb dah miscarriage Kali ni .. so taktau ada hope ke tak LPs ni... This will NOT change anything, I won't get my bb girl back.. BUT I hope this info # will help few people...... Kesilapan Sy .. husband masih tak salahkn parent dia. Being a good son... So Sy bersedih sorang2 di rumah .. kehilangan ank yg di tunggu bbrp thn.. n tak tau LPs ni ada harapan n if ada, will it stay ? Harap saya blh go thru this difficult stage in my life. Harap blh lupa. Harap blh tidur mlm..Harap bila bgn, tak pikir baby yg dah takda.,kalau bb ada, due date 2 march nnti .... LG sekejab je lagi... I pray that all mothers out there will HV successful pregnancy, no complications, n sihat sentiasa bb n mummy. N if this story can help someone out there in any ways, I would b greatful cz the loss is still a loss.. nothing can replace.. only can see in dream n in heaven later...
