Traumatized

Hi mi, i am now on my 16 weeks exactly 4 months.. Pero hinde pa ako nakakapag pa check up. I think i have this trauma kase last January 2022 nabuntis na ako. Super duper pa check up. Pa TVS check up ulit tapos month of April when i had my another TVS no heartbeat na ung baby no development and it lead to embryonic demise. Niraspahan ako and naconfined for 4 days. Now buntis nanaman ako. Hinde pa ako nakakapag pacheck up. I dont know why im feeling this way na prang takot ako sa mgging results or takot na ako sa mga sasabihin ng OB. I just hope and i pray na sana this time maging ok na yung baby ko. Na maging healthy na after all. #justsharing