Work - out of town for 4 days

Hello mga mi, good evening sa inyo. Sino po rito mga working moms? Kasi I'm a working mom, too. Malayo pa ang assignment, overnight ang byahe and 4 days duty every week po. As of now, I'm currently on my maternity leave. Balik work na ko last week of July. Ngayon pa lang na iniisip kong iiwan ko si baby ko for 4 days every week, nanghihina na ko. Parang gusto kong mag resign na lang kaya? (I'm a single parent and a breadwinner ng family ko, by the way 🥺) Meron ba dito with same or almost the same experience na kailangan talagang humiwalay kay baby ng ganyan kadalas? Please enlighten me. I honestly don't have anyone to talk to about this and it's really driving me insane. 😭 #FTM #ebf