Nakakasad na frustrate na ob

Im in my 33 weeks and 5 days of pregnancy today. Last Nov 11, I got admitted kasi ina IE ako, at sabi ni OB is 1 cm open cervix na daw so I had to get a dexa shot for my baby lungs maturity at utrogestan na pampakapit, but hindi pa nababawasan panubigan ko wala rin akong spotting or any brown discharge. I was admitted for 2 days and then release, kasi tapos na gamutan, I was asked for 19k for that admission alone. My LIP and I are low income individuals kaya malaking tulong talaga if may philheath at dswd. After a week, I was checked again but this time... hindi ako ina IE, which is weird kasi the first reason I was admitted kasi nga nagbukas ang cervix ko and the ob is trying to get it closed pero pano nya malalaman if closed na if hindi nya ko ina IE the second time, sabi nya lang na tumitigas ang tyan ko which is highly normal sabi ng kakilala kong midwife kasi ang ulo ni baby nasa taas at dun nilagay ni ob ang machine. Ngayon, she expects me to undergo NST every 3 days at mag utrogestan pa for 7 days. Then, gusto nya ko mag complete bedrest hanggang sa mag term si baby. Pero, wala talaga ako maramdaman na kakaiba, yung akin lang hindi ko gusto yung expression nya sa mukha kasi para bang sinasabi nya na delikado pagbubuntis ko, while my baby is having a good heartbeat at ang likot. Imbes ma comfort ako,mas nadagdag pa sa stress ko everytime she has this expression on her face on the topic na baka maCS ako. So, I went to her other clinic [she owns the clinic na may NST] , and do the NST which is 500 per session at sabi nya I have to do this hanggang mag term ako, saan kamay ng Dyos ko naman kukunin ang 500 every 3 days na yun hanggang mag full term ako, e pinabedrest nya ko at low income pa ang LIP ko, tapos pag check sa NST nasa 167 bpm ang pinakamataas na HB ni baby, which is sabi ng nurse , normal naman daw at wala din ako contractions. Tanong lang, ganyan din ba OB nyo? Na tingin sa inyo meron kayong milyon2x na magagastos para sa mga pa check up nyo. Take note, nag avail pa kami ng package nya para mas maka less pero dun nya kami dinidiin sa mga pa test at gamot na binibigay nya sabi hindi daw pwede bumili sa iba, sa kanya lng daw eh ang dollars ng gamot nya! Nakakafrustrate parang gusto ko ng mag ibang ob pero nunrefundable na yung package na binayad namin.