advices...words of encouragements...hope...faith!!

Hi to all...im currently 10wks pregnant...with T2 DM...under insulin right now. I had miscarriage last year (pre term labor) And now..im scared...what if mangyari din kay baby ang ngyari sa kapatid nya. I enrolled myself in this weight management program and the dietitician gave me samples of meal plan.. im struggling to cope..and feeling depress.. Magastos at mahirap..pero for the baby kinakaya ko..kaya lng minsan andun pa din ung takot..