Not baby/child related post.

I just found out that I've been cheated on by my husband. I'm not the jealous, loud, or vocal type of person. I'd rather keep it to myself than voicing it out. I don't know why, I don't want to confront him. It's not that I am afraid of leaving him for what he did but I'm hoping he'll change and he's going to stop eventually, now that we have a little one. But if he continues, I'll have to decide for myself and for my child. Doesn't need an advice but if you'd like to, it's fine for me. I just want to vent this feeling somewhere safe and not thru my social media accounts.