baby concern

honestly my house is honestly a mess & i'm expecting my first child but have to stay apart from my fiancee.. he wants to take care of baby at his home when he/she is born but i don't know when i'll be able to visit baby & really wanna take care of precious angel every single day.. i have separation anxiety i don't wanna be away from my love ones for too long especially a child tht i'm carrying my womb for 5 months only 4 months left till i pop.. i feel sad right & don't know wht to do my house i'm living in is a mess.. it's hurting me just to think ahead right now of wht's going to happen 😔💔 #pleasehelp