Cant get over.

Ano po dapat kong gawin. Were almost 6years with my jowa, and I got pregnant now for about 6months.. Im still crying once I remember the times my husband cheated on me, Di ko sya pinapansin pag mattulog na kami or inaaway ko sya kahit galing byahe o trabaho dahil nang gagalaiti ako pag naalala ko. Pero pang aaway ko tampo lang salita, lang sa kanya, then I always end up crying at the middle of the night.. He cheated last 2months ago before I got preggy, ganun kafresh sa utak. Araw araw naaalala ko. May masama bang epekto kay baby to?